I went out to the gazebo yesterday for the first time since Mark attacked me. It's been months. All fall and winter. But with the nice weather soon to arrive I have been feeling claustrophobic from being couped up inside all winter. I have been fighting cabin fever and need to get out. So when I saw the woman who runs Ontario Housing was here, I asked her into my apartment to talk.
I told her everything
I told her it wasn't fair that Darren got to smoke in his unit which left me with NO smoking area as they have 'banned' me from the gazebo. She was surprized to hear that Darren has permission to smoke in his unit. I told her I thought it was 'two sets of rules' and he wins and every other smoker loses. I pointed out the inconsistency in their decisions. That 'J**y', a parapalegic with only the use of ONE HAND was told NO, even she is not allowed to smoke in her unit and was forced to go outside in all weather as a parapalegic in a wheelchair. Not fair,... but what could she do? YET,.... they allow Darren a 30 year old male who is 100% able bodied ~ to smoke in his unit. The inconsistency was glaring.
NOBODY KNEW Darren was allowed to smoke in his unit. So she will be looking into it and probobly make him 're-evaluate' his permission. They will probobly make him get a doctors note to prove he is unable to go out to the gazebo as he is too 'disabled' (joke!!). There is nothing physically wrong with Darren Green what-so-ever so I told her it was shocking that he 'conned' them into allowing him to smoke in his unit when even a parapalegic was denied,..... two sets of rules in this building. It's been a major problem for years.
Anyway, I had run into A****** yesterday and he asked why I am never outside in the gazebo anymore. I told him about Mark. He was furious. He had no idea. And do you know what he did? He stuck up for me!!!! The first person in this building to do that. he said he wasn't afraid of Darren or Mark and he will be having words with them. In the meantime he literally took me himself and we went out to the gazebo for my first time in months. Noone else was out there so nothing happened. But I am very nervous about when Mark and Darren are out there. I will continue to use A***** as my 'body-guard' until they realize I am not going anywhere and they will have to put up with me in the gazebo. Mark lied. he told me everyone hates me that uses the gazebo,... A****** just told me they didn't even know Mark had done that to me. ANOTHER LIAR in this building.
Living amoungst the personalities in this low-income building has been quite a ride,.... Tonya Halls and Darren Green alone have made my life unbearable. And I told Ontario Housing ALLof it yesterday. I got it all off of my chest and I feel 100% better. To give credit where credit is due,... she listened and is going to send out a memo 'reminding' tenants that everyone is allowed to use the gazebo. This way, Mark will know I have talked with housing and he may will be apt to just leave me alone if he knows housing is behind me. In the end,... all i want is to be left alone and have no drama. I just want to be able to go out for a joint in the gazebo without having deal with other people.
Darren Green - I called the Humane Society on you three years ago!!!! For God's sake just get over it and let it go,.... It's ancient history and all your doing is showing us you are obseessed and can't let go. Revenge is you only goal in life,.... take a good long look at yourself in the mirror Darren. No family - No friends - as youe raged and pissed everyone off with your constant bad mood and fits of rage.
Now he has one friend left talking to him - Mark. Now that A****** knows,... he is pissed and telling everone about it and how unfair Darren Green and Mark have been to me. FINALLY someone not only see's me,.... but did something about it.
So the gazebo issue is somewhat solved. I wont know for sure until I am out there when Mark or Darren come out,... that will be the true gage of where things lie. I am hoping everyone will just leave it all alone and we can all move on. But with Darren Green? King of revenge and hatred??? I cross my fingers and hope he is done,.....
I also ~ not intentionally ~ tattled to housing about Darren smoking in his unit which most definitely result in him not being allowed to do that anymore. But really - thats fair! if a parapalegic is told NO - then what the hell is so special about Darrren Green??? housing fucked up with that one. And now they need to remove his priviledge and he will have to come out to the gazebo in all weather ~ just like the rest of us have to do!
I am not sure what todays weather forecast is,... but I WILL be going outside to the gazebo to smoke. And Darren Green and Mark Rathwell will just have to deal,.....
I am no longer allowing them two or Tonya Halls to ruin my life.
Fuck you,... I pay rent here too,... and I will do as i please,.... if they don't like me in the gazebo then THEY can stay away.
And finally I get to go back outside,...
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