I just need to die now

 I have just proved to myself that I am an unwanted person. 

I have had nothing but problems on Facebook. Mostly with Tonya Halls cyber bullying me. But also I just get nothing on my feed but ads and scams. So i just got fed up and deactivated my account. I also posted a post,...

I found peace leaving Facebook. I have completely left social media. The only way to contact me now is phone, email or knock on my door. The good old fashioned way. I deactivated Facebook and all other accounts about a month ago and I have felt calmer and more at peace not having to navigate all the scammers and ads. Not to mention my cyber bully,... (and you know who you are!!!) and all her mean minions that had made my life a misery. I wasn't seeing anything personal anymore or even fun or positive. So i gave it all up. Deactivated all my accounts. I FOUND PEACE!!! Facebook had turned into a trigger,... without it I feel so much safer. But now you can only reach me by me email or phone number. If you want that, ask me now as I am leaving social media altogether and wont be able to be reached at all. Internet and social media was definitely not for me,...

I posted this just to let anyone know that I will no longer be able to be reached anymore. So if you wanted to contact me, you will have to do it now before I 'disappear'. It was meant for my children ~ but as expected I got nothing back from them. They no longer even think of me anymore and I am not even present in their minds anymore. They have 'gotten rid' and they will not turn back. So the post was a waste. They wouldn't have even bothered to look. I dont' exist to my children anymore. So the post was a waste.

And even more hurtful? Noone cared - noone reached out - noone even noticed I was 'disappearing',...

And this has just proven to me that I need to just go away and leave this world. I am not wanted or even noticed,...

After learning just how invisable and unwanted I am ~ I have totally given up.

I just want to die now and can't wait to find a way to do that.

Fentanyl

hang myself

slit my throat

I dont' know

All I do know is I am alone and unwanted and unloved and just need to die

I just need to die and that needs to happen very very soon as I can't take one more day of this rejection from the world

I am in PAIN and need help

But instead I am a nobody that noone wants

I JUST NEED TO DIE NOW