why did I bother re-furbishing my apartment?

I can't afford to live here,... I have already handed in my notice as I hate it here

There is no other place for me on this planet

So I am literally just going to be killing myself once I leave here

So why did I bother re-furbishing my apartment when I am only going to loose it all again

What kind of loser can't even afford Ontario Housing??????

Me. I can't even afford Ontario Housing and even if I hadn't put in my notice,... I can't afford to pay my rent after December anyway so I will just be evicted for non-payment of rent.

So it doesn't matter whether I put in my notice or whether I wait a few months longer just to be evicted,... either way,... I can't stay here and there is nowhere else to go

I am fucked.

So why did I just spend all that money to have it all taken away from me ~ again?

There is absolutely no hope for me now

I just need to die

And then the vultures of this building can come in again and take all my stuff,... again,....

I am a worthless piece of shit and there is no place on this planet for me anymore

It really is time to die