Darren Green is not a big man. Infact he is only about 5 foot 3 and a hundred pounds soaking wet. But despite his small stature he scares the living shit out of me. This has been on my mind and I just have to get this off my chest. Why? Becasue even though I told housing what he did - they didn't even bother getting back to me. And it's been weeks now since Mark accousted me in the gazebo. So this tells me that housing doesn't care,... they don't want to get involved,... so noone is going to help me.
It was another woman in this building who pointed out to me what she feels the problem is. And after hearing waht she said,... I think she is 100% right.
Darren is a pot head. He smokes all forms of thc all day long. Flower,... shatter,...wax,... budder,...rosin,... oils,... he does nothing but ingest thc all day. I may be a weed smoker. But I don't consider myself a "stoner" I smoke about 8 bong bowls a day for my pain at about 4 or 4 hour intervals. So it's basically my pain medication and I take it like I would take pain medication. One or two bong hits every 4 to 6 hours. Darren,... on the other hand,... LIVES for thc. And I think he has so much thc in his system that it is overloaded and it has made him paranoid. At first I thought that was ridiculous. But she explained that this hatred of me after 2 years is not NORMAL. He obviously does not know how to let things go. I never think about him at all unless I am confronted with him infront of me. And even then we just walk by each other and nothing is ever said. Glares of hatred are shown,... but that is the extent of it.
Trust me ~ Darren Green is the last thing on my mind. I am not plotting on revenges,... I am not even thinking about him. Yet this woman - from what she has heard through the grapevine - is that Darren is so high all the time that he is literally paranoid that I am after him. He STILL thinks - after over 2 years - that I am out to get him. This is laughable and ridiculous. He scares me and I want NOTHING to do with him and I do everything in my power to avoid him.
YET - He sicks his 6 foot 7 friend on me telling me to stop comin g out to the gazebo when they are in there. (By the way, I can't see who is in the gazebo when I leave my apartment - I can only see once I am out of my unit) I was going out to the gazebo on MY schedule, I didn't even THINK about Darren.
But this woman has heard that Darren thinks I do it on purpose, That I wait for him to go out there and then I go out there just to annoy him. I was actually called "an abusive bitch' for doing this. These men seriously believe I am plotting to bother them.
THIS is exactly why I am so scared of Darren Green. He is so paranoid he will never believe that I don't even think about him. He truly believes I am 'after' him to annoy him. What a conceded asshole.
DARREN GREEN I BARELY EVEN REMEBER YOU ARE ALIVE - so get over the paranoia. But this is why I am scared. Darren Green will NEVER get over this. As long as I am living in this building - he will never let this go and I will always have to deal with this. I am already 'banned' from the gazebo because THEY apparently own it and I'm not allowed in. Which puts me at risk of eviciton as I have nowhere to smoke now but INSIDE my unit.
Darren Green will never leave me alone. But when he sicked his friend MARK on me after over TWO YEARS!!!!! That tells me I live rent free in his head and always will.
How can I escape this man. He never does anything himself. He is a coward. So he lies about me to make others hate me. Not much of a man if you ask me. He is so paranoid that he thinks I care about a fight we had over 2 years ago
FOR FUCK SAKES DARREN - LET IT THE FUCK GO
So there is no way I will ever be happy living in this building. I did not go to BC on a whim. I was miserable here and NEEDED to get the fuck out. To find myself right back here in the hatred??? I just can't be bothered.
Darren Green will never change and he makes my life hard becasue of it.
Who the fuck does he think he is that he can dicgtate WHO goes into that gazebo and when,.... get a life Darren.
Just leave me alone. STOP thinking I am out to get you. I am not. I don't even care if you live or die and if I had it my way, I would never have to see you ever again. And YOU do not have the authority to decide who smokes in the gazebo and who doesn't. To sick your giant on me is just proof of you being a coward.
I wont' go out to the gazebo anymore. Becasue these two men are unpredictable and scary. I want NOTHING TO DO WITH EITHER ONE OF THEM.
THIS is why I will never thrive or even be happy in this building. They won't let me.
What do you suggest I do? I let housing know - no help there. Not even a phone call or email back,... just crickets,....
If I am to stand any chance of surviving - I HAVE to get the fuck out of this toxic building. But that will never happen as there is no other place to go. I am trapped. Miserable. And dare I say - I really dont' feel safe here.
Darren Green will never leave me alone.
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