This country obviously doesn't give one shit about the disabled

 I went to bed last night knowing that when I got up this morning, I would be dedicating the day to getting these damn fucking forms filled out for this fucking government. But here we are - three hours later - and I have done nothing but sit on the phone - ON HOLD - only to be hung up on at the 78th minutes.Yes,... I sat on the phone on hold for well over an hour and then just got hung up on. 

I have left messages with all the agencies that I need to get my benefits. I am such a loser that I have to BEG this government just to eat and have a roof over my head. But they make you jump through so many damn hoops that you give up. And today,... I gave the final try but got the run around yet again.

This government obviously doesn't give one shit about the poor and the disabled. To have us have to fill out form after form after form and sit on the phone on hold hour after hour just to get the run around is NOT ACCEPTABLE. 

So you know what Canada? You can keep your fucking benefits. They are too fucking hard to get.

I am done begging. I am done being hungry and I am done living under the threat of eviction knowing I can't pay rent after the new year. I have $3000 left to my name from the settlement which will be gone by the new year.

And then,... I will be living off of $851.51 a month for the rest of my life.

THATS all I'm worth to this country.

So,... Canada if its this hard to get help? Then keep your fucking money.

I think this world is telling me to just die.

Kill yourself and die Jacquie - your obviously a worthless piece of shit that noone gives one fuck about. To make someone WORK this hard to eat,....

You can keep this life - I'm fucking DONE!