My friend Trinity. She duped me and broke my heart. In the end, the woman I admired so much for all her hard work in her brain injury recovery, is just a thief. I started going for long walks with her ahile back. Just to get out of this enviroment for awhile. But what I wasn't noticing (but someone else did and pointed it out to me) is that she was using me to get money. I NEVER get take out as it's far too expensive for my budget. So i have laways just organized my life so I am always at home when I get hungry. But what T was doing, was saying she was starving so we had to stop at a fast food place and she would order food. But,... and heres where I am so dumb,.... then she pulls "Oh,... my debit card isn't working" there would be a line up of people waiting for her to pay. In the end,... I pulled out MY debit card and payed for her. So I have no food - but I have just paid for her to have a big lunch. Then I had sit and watch her eat it while I went hungry.
Being a brain injury patient - I have let so much of her behaviour go. But now it is being pointed out to me that people who knew her before the accident are telling me she is a thief and a druggy. So I thought about it and guess what? She had done that 'trick' to me twice before without me even realizing. Orders food and then says she can't pay so I have to.
Another time we walked all the way downtown (6ro 7 km round trip) on a really hot day. So I said I need a drink and to sit down for a minute. So we went into a road house type restaurant where a I said I would treat her to lunch - but meaning a SMALL lunch just to tide us over until we got home. I ordered an appetizer of $9 and an ice tea. SHE ordered a big meal and an ALCOHOLIC drink. In the end my bill came to $52. I can not even ALMOST afford that. Then she had the audacity to ask me to order a taxi so we could get a ride home instead of walk. So I said "do you have cash?" and she said "No,... I don't have any money" So she was again just expecting me to pay. So we walked home. I can't afford taxi's.
But the thing I heard that made me cut her loose was what I heard from M***. He is suppose to be her 'buddy'. But turns out she stole from him. He is in a wheelchair recovering from a stroke. He said months ago he caught her stealing his debit card and using it for Ubers. He apparently never uses Uber. Never has!!! But one day he checked his bank statement and there were numerous Uber charges totalling hundreds of dollars. She had stolen his card number and used it behind his back. THIEF. After I heard this,... I just sat back and watched her. And sure enough she does nothing nbut grift from everyone. I don't have weed,... can I borrow a few nugs? My bowl piece broke can I have one of yours? She always needed stuff but NEVER put her hand in her own pocket to buy it.
I am not even the one noticing all this stuff. The other people in the gazebo have told me to be wary of her as they all seem to have had some kind of money thing happen to them where she has scammed them into buying HER stuff. M*** says he asks her for dairy queen blizzards,... ice caps from Timmies,.... she is shameless when it comes to grifting.
But the deal breaker came when she started to hang out with Darren. Now those two are thick as thieves. She uses him for weed I think and Darren is just a horny guy wanting some. They are perfect for each other as they both use people for what they need. M*** and I noticed this shift about 3 months ago. And now that she hangs out with Darren - she has really changed.
So I made the decision to not confront her or even let her know I am upset. I am just going to not be out in the gazebo when she is. Simple. No drama. No conflict. I just avoid. To this day,... she still owes me about $40 for all the take out meals she 'didn't have money on her dbit card for' even after ordfering her food. She knew she couldn't pay - but deliberately used my good faith - knowing I would pay for her.
am so sick of the people in this building I have to deal with. The whole reason I left to go to BC was becasue I was MISERABLE living here. MISERABLE. I tried to escape. I made the effort to at least try,... but we all know what happened when I did. I ended up right back in this toxic place - MISERABLE.
So handing in my notice to be out November 1st is still true. I do not want to live in this building. It is TOXIC with all the drug addicts abd dealers and just all around low life people who use you.
I no longer want to live in this building with these toxic people. They brought me down for 9 years. And Trinity - who I TRUSTED used me for money. Remeber I make HALF of what she does yet she still grifts my money. So lowlife.
So I am miserable. I am not staying here. I am not going to live this life any longer. Poor,... miserable,....
So I WILL be out of this miserable place November 1st just as I told housing in my offical email.
But I won't be moving into a new place. There isn't money for a new place.
I will just be disappearing,....
Doing what I need to do to leave this toxic life of benefits,... poverty,... pain and assholes.
I am fucking MISERABLE.
And just need to die now.
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