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I am not perfect

neither were they

Life spiralled and I became overwhelmed

But I don't think I'm a monster that deserves to miss out 

on the enjoyment of my grand daughter

And not having my children and grandchildren in my life

is just too big a burden to bear

I'm sorry

I did try

but for some reason I don't know

this world rejected me

and the pain of this is just too unbearable