For the first time in months I opened Facebook and no pop-up. (Are you ok?). I have been having trouble with a troll. Following me on every social media I have and making upsetting comments as well as telling Facebook I am suicidal everyday. Actively going on to my timeline and telling Faebook they are worried about me so that every time I opened up Facebook I got a pop-up asking if I needed help. It was infuriating. An anonamous person - faceless - was attacking me and I had no way to fight back.
But after I opened my page about a month ago and got 14 pop ups at once, I called the police. They have been looking into catching whoever this is. But apparently Facebook is hard to get answers from without legal warrents. We did learn the device they were coming from but couldn't get the person attached to that device. And of course this is not a big cases. So they don't have the manpower to track down a troll on Facebook and my blogs. So I have had to just put up with whoever it is. And they were relentless. They commented on all my inbox messaging nasty comments. They just made using any of my social media immpossible so I stopped using social media.
And it all died down. (fingers crossed it stays this way). I miss Facebook as it is the only portal I have to the outside world. So yesterday I tested it. I posted a fun, happy post to see if someone would tattle to facebook again (as they were with every single post I made). And this morning I opened Facebook to NOTHING!!! NO pop-up. I can't tell you the relief I felt. I know this doesn't mean they person has given up,... (although they should as the police haven't closed the case up).
It really does make you wonder what is wrong with someone who attacks other people anonamously. Why do they intentionally PLAN to hurt you? It doesn't make sense to me. But whoever it is,.... I hope you get the help you need as you are obviously mentally ill and need to see what it is that is wrong with you that makes you deliberately HURT OTHER PEOPLE.
I have decided that you can 'tattle' all you want to. It has no reflection on me and it only shows how SICK you are. I really do hope you get the help you need.
So I am going to try going on Facebook again.
But really, I don't know why I even want to be on facebook. Noone wants to hear me whine and complain about living in poverty and being fed up with it. I know, as tons of "friends" have de-friended me over the past 5 years. Noone wants to have poverty thrown in their face every morning. When I was fun and happy - that was ok. But when I fell on hard times and posted about it - people didn't want to see that!!!! so they de-friend,.... shallow,... shallow,.... shallow,... but whatever. That is our society today. Turn your head so you don't have to see it,....
Maybe I just won't post. Just creep,... see how happy other people live,... I can't be one of them,... but I can torture myself by watching others have normal happy lives,....
I have tried to make a life for myself. But with Trolls and liars and bullies,... I have only been attacked. NOT a nice way to live.
What kind of world do we live in, where I can get all this money,... yet I STILL can't escape "the system"????? Why? Because the poor on ODSP are so hated and discriminated against - noone will even rent to me.
I have your fucking money - but you won't take a chance,...
So what do people expect me to do????
If noone will rent me a home???? How am I suppose to survive????
Not even going to fight anymore. At 62 I'm too fucking tired of the bullshit,....
And not one of you can say afterwards,.... "why,..." because this whole blog is one big suicide note of asking for help and being made to feel invisable and worthless and disposable.
THOUSANDS of people have read this,....
yet *** crickets ***
No help????? = SUICIDE
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