Well I got Molly & Murphy to the vets. The weather hasn't turned bad yet so I was able to get there no problem. But the storm is on the way. I heard we will be getting about 8 to 10 cm of snow today. Fingers crossed I will be able to get a taxi when it comes time to pick them up. I won't deny that I am worried I will have trouble getting them back home. I can't walk them on a walker as they will be post-op. Too unwell for such a bumpy cold ride. They need a ride home in a car.
When I got home, the apartment was so quiet. It felt wrong. I am so used to these 2 little rugrats having zoomies all day long it seems weird not to have them around. I have only had them since September but already I am so attached. They really do fill my day which is exactly what I wanted when I got them. They are expensive,... and they are a bit of work,... but I really dont' mind. The payoff of having these 2 lovely kittens is well worth the cost.
I see noone,... I talk to noone. I am alone every single day. A recluse now. I haven't touched another human being in MONTHS. So, having these two to cuddle with is a gift I will always cherish. Their antics keep me laughing, and their cuddles keep me sane. I have no regrets getting these two kittens. I have always had an affinity to animals. I think because of my mental illness I have a hard time being understood by people. But animals don't care. They don't care I'm mentally ill. As long as I love them and take care of them they are happy. I wish people were the same. But to me,... people are too complicated and I just don't want to be around them anymore. They hurt me,... animals don't,....
So now I sit here and wait.
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