end of life plans now being made

I decided to get some answers today on what do with ME once I am gone. I think I have solved where I want to be. I called the cemetary where my twin sons, Shawn and Ian are buried. They are in an infants section so I can't be buried with them. However, the woman did say there is a section nearby that I CAN be legally scattered. Only 2 sections away from the twins. This is an answer I could live with. 

So,... I have an appointment with Meadowvale cemetary in Brampton.

I also have my appointment to make my will on Dec 2nd. 

So hopefully by the new year I can die without stressing.

I didnt' really want to be buried in Brampton. I haven't lived there in over 20 years and have no ties there anymore. Not to mention it has grown into a city I no longer like. Way too big and busy and metropolis for me now. But to be laid to rest?? Why not? At least I will be close to someone. 

They are sending over all the information for me so I can set up the pre-payed plans I make. It will all be paid for so my daughters can't say they got 'stuck' dealing with me.

It was sad having to tell her there won't be any need for a funeral. Just a cremation and scattering. I figure if noone is around while i'm alive,... why would they want to pay their respects when i die??? 

PAY THE NOW FOR GODS SAKE while I'm still here!!!!!! But noone wants to be around me,... so no family or friends??? means no need for a funeral. Just cremate and scatter me near my sons and I will be happy with that. 

How sad at 62 all I can think about is death

If I can't find a place to live,....

I will be scattered on the ground by next spring

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