This is the email I sent to our local MP:
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I phoned your office last week but someone called and told me to put it in writing.
I am desperate for a doctor. I DESPERATELY need a physical. I have multiple problems that need addressing. But I have no family doctor. When I try the walk in, I have screenshot how I have to call over 200 times to get through. To the point I don't even bother anymore. I can never get through. And even if I do make an appointment I am only allowed ONE issue. What do I pick???? Heart problem? I think I have cancer? what is the most important issue? I can't decide and more to the point ~ I shouldn't have to.
I have given up trying to get health care. Today I got another ambulance bill for $45. I am refusing to pay this bill. As the ambulance seems to be my ONLY health care. I am not paying for it. Over the past few years I accumulated ambulance bills of over $500 and was HOUNDED BY CREDITERS 3 times a day for it until I got mad and called them and had to sort it out. . The harassment from this credit company was unbelievable. THREE TIMES A DAY they phoned me to harass me for payment.
So I let them know, and I am now letting you know, that I have given up on all health care. The next time my blood pressure goes over 200 (which it does about every 3 or 4 weeks) and I will need the hospital????? I refuse to call 911. Lets just deal with the consequences instead. heart attack or stroke.
I NEED A DOCTOR!!!!!!!! I NEED A PHYSICAL ~ desperately!!!!
But after 4 years of no health care I have decided to end all things to prolong my life. Why would i prolong this suffering???? I stopped all medication as it's too hard to get without a doctor. And now I am refusing to call 911 ever again. I do not want creditors calling me 3 times a day ever again. And that's what will happen if I call 911 again,....
I live in poverty. I got hit by a car February 2024. With no doctor I am still without the use of my right hand. I have deficits that I will have to live with for the rest of my life. BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE PROPER CARE WITHOUT A DOCTOR. Nothing got fixed properly and I am suffering with the results.
I have given up looking anymore.
I hope the next time I need an ambulance but refuse to call,... I hope you can all sleep at night. I have done nothing but ask for help for 4 years and got none.
And now get this!!!!! ODSP is threatening to take this benefit away from me because of my car accident and a small settlement I received. I am right now waiting to hear if I am deemed deservable for their precious benefit. If not,... I will be living on just CPP.
$851.51 a month which we all know is impossible.
So after all this I have decided I just want to end my life through MAiDS. But get this,... I can't because I DON'T HAVE A DOCTOR!!!! And they won't do it without one. AGAIN being penalized for not having a doctor. All of my choices have been taken away as I have no doctor.
Life is too hard without health care at 62 years of age. I am disabled and use a walker but am being threatened by ODSP (and not for the first time) of having it taken away. Not only having it taken away,... but I have to pay THEN BACK. This benefit does nothing but trigger me with their keep it,... take it away,... keep it,... take it away,... it's no way to live having the threat of homelessness hanging over your head because ODSP can't decide if your good enough for them to give you the benefit.
I am fed up of living below the poverty line. ($1408 a month) I am fed up of living in pain with no family doctor and no health care except 911 which I am being charged for and if I don't pay I get harassed by credit companies.
This is NOT the Canada I grew up in. I live in poverty and isolation with NO HELP whatsoever from anyone. I have been left alone to rot,.... not able to get groceries,.... not able to do anything for myself anymore,... but expected to deal becasue there isnt' any help out there for me.
So no wonder I am choosing MAiDs
But with no doctor even this choice has been taken away from me.
So what do you suggest I do? Live suffering? and I mean my life is MISERABLE!!!!!!! or end my life?
Either way,... it's not what I want but what has been done to me by this community and society, has left me no choice. I am not going to suffer becasue theres no resources for me. NOT NOT NOT
I am fed up and just want to end my life now.
I don't know why I have bothered to write this as I have asked for help from this office before and all you did was call the police and try and have me thrown into a mental hospital. And BECAUSE OF THAT - I HAVE NOT ASKED FOR HELP FROM ANYONE EVER SINCE AS I DONT TRUST ANYONE NOW. I said I wanted to end my life (through MAiDs) yet YOU called the police saying I wanted to end my life throuhg S*****e,.... that was not nice so I hesitate to even reach out. I JUST DON'T TRUST not to get put in there again,....
So what I need is for someone to help me get MAiDS without a doctor. HOW can we do this? I should not have to suffer because I don't have a doctor. I should be allowed the same things as others with doctors get.
Can you help me end this miserable life through MAiDS?
Because I refuse to live this poverty any longer. It's MISERABLE
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