I tried,... I fought the system for years trying to get change but noone would listen.
I tried,.... when an opportunity came up to leave this situation I took it. Only to be scammed,... but I did try.
Each year that passes I fall lower and lower into poverty. Now I don't even bring in enough to cover rent
WHAT A JOKE
This life does not give one shit about me. It does not care that i exist,... it does not care that I am suffering,.... it does not care about me at all,... I am a NOBODY. A worthless nobody,....
Life does not want me and has thrown me away
So today,... I go back to my original plan.
If surviving is so hard,... then lets not bother surviving,... lets just DIE! Lets just commit suicide and get this ridiculous charade of a life overwith.
No money to survive but noone cares,...
So I have stopped all medication again and i am actively looking for ways to die.
If this world is going to be so cruel as to leave me to rot on $851.51 a month??? Then I say no,... thats not good enough for me. I want to live - not just exist. I want a life - not just stare at a tv for 18 hours a day. I want to EAT without having to beg,....
I don't think i was asking for much,... just basic fucking needs!!!!! But if this society can't give me that - then fuck them!!! I am so done.
WHY should I suffer? Why should I struggle? Why am I alive????
If this world doesn't give one shit if I'm in it or not - then lets just NOT be in it anymore
My new goal in life is to DIE!!!
I refuse to live this poverty and pain any longer.
FUCK YOU Canada,.... Fuck you!!!
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