I got a great nights sleep. That rarely happens nowadays so it felt good to get up and feel rested. And the weather - sunny and bright - just put me in a good mood this morning. But I have to confess the cheery attitude could be down to another reason. I have decided to actively look for another cat. I was put off due to the correspondance I had with the first cat rescue place I tried. But, there are other cat rescues. Infact there are thousands of cats out there looking for a home so I know I will eventually find one. I'm so sure that I ordered all new cat stuff and had it delivered already. My apartment is now cat-ready. And this has left me smiling. Maybe this is exactly what I need right now. I hope so. But,... my life does tend to be precarious and things rarely ever go as planned so I am prepared for something to happen preventing me from getting another cat. It's just my life,... it's just the way my life always goes. Hope for the best,... but be prepared for the worst,....
But I am optomistic that I will get a cat. And if I do - it will change things. My days won't be so empty making me feel so worthless. It's not a lot, but it will help. I will have something to focus on. And the companionship I already know about as I am a big animal lover and have had many pets. I know me and I pour everything I have into my pets. They become my whole life. They become my child. I know that makes me sound like a crazy cat lady or something but I think any pet owners out there can understand how a cherished pet can give you a reason to live.
If I can't leave my unit,... then i will make a life for myself inside it. And the first thing I can do is get a pet.
So fingers crossed,... I will be treating myself to a kitty cat for my 62nd birthday this year.
I already have the cats name,...
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