I wasn't even wanted the day I was born and that pattern has continued throughout my entire life.

I am alone - bullied - but noone cares.

To this world I am poverty ridden scum. Not respected - not even seen. Ignored,... looked over,.... told no,....I am Never getting out of Ontario Housing because noone sees me as worthwhile to give me a chance.

I am invisable poor scum to this world and I BELONG in Ontario Housing and how dare I try and move up above my station.

There is NO PLACE for me on this planet,...

Will YOU take me in? Thought not,....

So let me leave by saying I tried

I tried with every fiber of my being to escape poverty and the isolation and unwanted'ness of being me. The horrible invisable perspn noone wants to be around. Don't believe me? Ask my family,... my old friends,... anyone? THEY HATE ME

I tried - but NOONE Fucking wanted me and noone would take the chance and give me an apartment to rent,... why?  Becasue I'm a mentallly ill monster that noone likes,... wants or cares about.

Not hanging around to feel such hatred.

I have had as much as I can take and now it's time for peace.

BYE