And he's here,...

 He has arrived ~ "Murphy Baba O'Reily" and he's awesome. I definitely made the right decision getting another one. They play together great. I think they will be the best fo friends. I am happy.

But it does make me question what happened at both of the cat organizations in this area. I tried to get a cat from Cats annonymous and got nothing but a run-around. IF I had gone with them it would cost me hundreds of dollars just to get the cat (no vet or food - just to buy the cat) In going through Kijiji instead ~ I ended up with TWO kittens for $20 total and THEY WERE DRIVEN RIGHT HERE TO MY HOME. I think these cat organizations are so hell bent on their rules and regulations and admin that they lose sight of the what they are about. FINDING HOMES FOR THEIR CATS. Especially the Arthur Animal Rescue. They made me feel STUPID because I didn't know what forum to have their 'meeting' on and when I asked I got told "to ask a friend and when you figure out call me back" I was totally turned off by their lack of interest so went elsewhere. The next organization wanted me to come to their place in another town ~ twice ~ causing me ridiculous taxi fee's. 

The cats I got ` the owners took the time to drive them to me as they wanted their cat to have a good home. And now they do.

Arthur Animal Rescue and Cats Annonymous ~ two of your cats lost out on getting a happy and healthy home with vet care. All because you didn't want to go the extra to help me out. YOUR LOSS.

I called the vet this morning to make an appointment for Murphy. Now the money I saved NOT using the organizations, I can now put toward getting these two little rascals fixed. It will be a lot - about $1000 for both. But important so it will get done. I have no regrets going the route I did to get my little kittys,... I think fate stepped in this week and got me what I want with my two kittens.

And so I sit here watching these two little rascals getting to know each other.

Things are looking up for me. I am feeling happier and stronger every day.

Once I move and get the hell out of Fergus life will be complete and I can start fresh.

Hope ~ such a small word but has given me the difference between staying alive or ending it,....

I'm so glad I am where I am today.

I have had a shit show of a life the past few months. But once again I have picked myself up and dusted myself off and carried on,...

Right now? Life is good,....