Anyone reading this blog can see that I am finally doing ok. I am NOT suicidal. Infact,... I have been feeling stronger and more positive in the past few weeks than I have in YEARS. I received my settlement money ~ which wasn't that much ~ but it was enough to save me from my disaster in BC. Without that settlement money, I would still be homeless on Vancouver Island to this day. But I was able to use that money to buy Motel rooms and plane tickets to get me back home. And once home ~ I had NOTHING so the money helped to get me re-established. So theres no doubt that settlement money saved my life. I had to get hit by a car and lose the use of my right hand to receive it ~ but it did save my life.
But it's gone now,... and BC is behind me. I have started fresh.
Since I have lived in this building weird things happen. Stupid annoying things that just harrass. My storage locker broken into,...things like that. I dont' know who did it but it's annoying. Whats happening right now is one of those annoying things I can't stop,... because I don't know who is doing it. But over the past week I have had police,... facebook and Ontario Housing call or knock on my door to ask if I am ok as they have had calls that I am suicidal. I USED to be suicidal,... but now??? I am good. Better than good,.... positive. So why am I being flooded with harrassment saying I'm not. WHO is calling all of these organziations and saying they think I'm suicidal?? I had the police here last week!!!
For the record ~ I AM NOT SUICIDAL
I opened Facebook this morning to find yet another "Are you ok?" pop up. I have had 2 or 3 every single morning for the past month. Someone is deliberately harrassing me calling professionals to say I'm suicidal. Clearly,.... I am not right now. It is a witch hunt.
I don't understand why people do this? Does it really make them happy to watch someone frustrated from harrassment? Why do people enjoy watching others hurt????? I am just fed up of it all. I can guess whos behind it. But the truth is I will never know. But to tell Facebook 13 days in a row that I am suicidal is HARRASSMENT. I am going to lose my facebook account if it doesn't stop. Infact,... maybe I should just close up Facebook altogether. Which is sad as I just re-opened it again.
Why do people care what I do????
I am sending out a big "PLEASE,.... you've had your fun but now it's time to stop. Just let it go. Pretend I don't exist and find someone else to 'entertain' yourself with. I am leaving soon anyway,...."
But let me tell you this,... You not being able to stop harrassing someone is legally 'stalking' and I have had enough. It's gone on since the day I moved into this building and has only worsened over the 9 years I've been here.
But for someone to deliberately make a point of lying to Facebook that I am suicidal for nearly two weeks strait every singel day??? YOU NEED HELP YOURSELF???? Take a good long look in the mirror and ask yourself why you need to keep on doing stuff to me. It's NOT NORMAL to harrass someone for years and not stop. I am leaving because of it. And once I'm gone???? Then who will be your target?
I have to confess that living here for the past 9 years has changed me 100% from a kind person who cared about others into a cynical bitch. 9 years of nasty harrassment have taken their toll.
The only way to escape all of this is to get the fuck out of Ontario Housing.
So mr "I am lonely and have noone, so I have to make trouble to keep amused" - STOP contacting people to say I'm suicidal" I am not and You know it.
It's blatant HARRASSMENT.
I have already started looking for a new place and I hope to be out of this hell hole by spring.
These people are toxic and bored and nasty and just harrass folk becasue they can. I had never been in an enviroment like it since I moved into Ontario Housing. It's a cesspool of nastiness.
I can't wait to get the fuck out of here,...
But for the life of me I just can't figure out WHY people do this????
WHY???????
It's like someone is deliberately trying to keep me down. I get positive and healthy? They don't seem to like that. So they need to harrass,..... why?
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