I feel so  defeated,...

so invisable,...

so unwanted,...

 so HUNTED,...

So alone,...

I really, really just can't take this anymore

I've started packing,...

Not sure if I am moving or dying

I guess it will all depend on if someone,...

just ONE person,...

will give me a chance and get me the fuck out of Ontario Housing,... 

Because if I can't get out,...

I need to start making plans to end my life

This is TORTURE

TORTURE

And I need help 

but noone will help me

So what the fuck am I suppose to do when everyone turns their heads and ignores my desperation???

You know what you do?

You say fuck it and kill yourself and die 

Becasue in thsi fucked up life you really are on your own

I asked for help,...

NOONE helped,... 

I told you all I couldn't take it anymore 

I TOLD YOU!!!!

But again I was fucking invisable and unwanted

Invisable and unwanted

Noone can live like this,... 

And I shouldn't have to,...

So fuck you all

I'm done

Jacquie is now gone and hiden and you will never find her