I called up an old friend today. She had a fantastic career as a real estate agent and even wrote books on it. She actually saved me from another bad situation I was in many years ago and got me out of another bad rental. I felt a bit awkward as we haven't been in touch in awhile but I shouldn't have worried. She was happy to hear from me and we ended up talking for ages.
Bottom line - she is going to help me get the hell out of Fergus.
It won't be easy, and I won't have a luxurious lifestyle but I think with a bit of planning and research and looking in northern Ontario, it CAN BE DONE. So now I am excited. Now,... I have hope. And I am not alone. Between Beth and my friend Trish, I know I will have the support I need to make better decisions. A solid plan.
I cannot tell you the relief I feel today knowing that I will be able to get out of the compound. It may not be until the spring,... but it WILL happen. I am willing to move ANYWHERE north of hwy 9 here in Ontario. I don't care if I end up in North Bay or Sudbury or Midland,... I will be free of this building.
And once I am, I can start meeting (new) people and starting my life fresh. I am actually feeling really good about all of this.
I am so glad I decided to call Beth. She has given me the hope that I needed to find a better life for myself and my little Molly.
Thanks Beth and Trish,... it has been great having people to talk to about all of this. My family doesn't want to know. So it's really great that I have these two women in my corner looking out for me.
Roll on life,... I'm ready for you now.
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