I know I already posted today. But I had to write again. Today I walked all the way into town just for ONE stupid photo copy. And two hours later I was in the hospital. I had to call 911 as my blood pressure sored over 200. Sometimes if it does that I just sit quiet and it will come down a bit but after that damn walk - I felt like I was having a heart attack. I got sweaty and nauseous and when I took my pressure it was 255 over 195. Any medical person reading this is gasping. That really isn't compatible with life. I immediately called 911. They gave me some meds and made me wait until it got to 180 before I could leave. When I called a taxi to come home it was going to be an hours wait. So i just walked home.
And that is where I am now. Home. But I am angry that I am 62 and have to struggle so fucking hard for basic needs.
I am fucking EXHAUSTED and I cannot do this anymore,....
I dont' know what to do but I can't do THIS anymore.
I need help
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