I just need to be deadnow

 Sitting here in the Croft Inn in Crofton BC

I am waiting for the buses to run again on Monday.

I will catch the bus into Duncan to find some reading glasses (cheaters) as I can't see a fdamn thing right now

Then I will get to Nanaimo to catch a plane or ferry to the mainland. 

There is no place for me on this planet and I am too tired to struggle any longer

I am gont to the lower east side and finiahing my original plan

fentanyl overdose

I can't wait for it all to be over

I amso done

So done

So done

I just need to be DEAD