I have had a long hot lavendar bath ~ I feel so defeated I didn't know what else to do to calm down. But after half an hour,... I am not calm - I am despondant.
The bottom line is ~ If I leave Ontario the other side won't want to settle and worse yet - don't have to. I don't get it,... it' doesn't seem fair,... but there you have it.
Well I can't stay here so I have to go to BC.
I am back to my old plan. The lower East side with a massive fentanyl overdose. Without my insurance benefit (which ends in January 2026) and NO settlement money
I am back to poverty
But WORSE off than even before.
Now I have $851.51 for a whole month.
I can think of nothing else but dying
I am exhausted!!!!! I am alone!!!!!!~ And I just can't cope anymore.
Especially on $851.51
I am FUCKED
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