The sun came out! Looks like it might be a nice day. I have two people picking things up between and 10 and noon. And then I'm going out for lunch. A while back a gentleman who was running for the liberal party in our county reached out to try and help me. He couldn't, but he remained in touch. Today his wife and himself are taking me out for lunch. I thought this was really sweet of them to do. I'm a little nervous as I am basically a recluse right now and feel a bit awkward in public places now. But, I have to get out and get back into civilization once again. I have a new life to live now and I need to get out there and meet people and socialize once again. I'm looking forward to that.
Another good thing happend. Hayley replied!!! She sounded good. And she is going to try and get here to say goodbye. But she works every day. And I leave in 5 days. But just having her answer my text was good enough for me. If she doesn't actually make it to say good-bye, at least the door is open for communicating now. Thats all I ask for. A chance,...
So I am sat here quietly listening to my favourite classical guitarist ~ Jesse Cook. I love his music and listening to it always puts me in a good mood.
I can't believe just how good my life is right now. I'm almost a bit afraid. Experience has taught me that things always fall through with me. So I have a bit of anxiety about that. It's almost a "too good to be true" scenario. I feel like I need to pinch myself to see if it's all real.
I am just so happy now,....
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