Poor Maggie. She knows something is up and won’t get off my suitcases. My heart breaks knowing what is coming. I am so angry that I am having to put her down. All because ONE woman obsessed with me couldn't leave me alone and bullied me right out of the building. Because of this one woman ~ my life changed and that change means I have to put my beloved Maggie down. 18 years I have had her, and because of one woman ~ I am losing her. TONYA HALLS I will never - ever - forget this. And I will never forgive you,... how would you feel being forced to put that dog of yours down??? Some people need a good lesson in morality and descency. But,... I am leaving this toxic enviroment behind forever,... but I had to take the loss of losing my best friend "Margaret Mary O'Reilly" to escape it. And for that I will never forgive Tonya Fucking Halls!!!
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But I am putting a line under the whole sorry affair. Once I leave this place, I will put it out of my mind and never have to live it again. ESCAPE! It couldn't have come at a better time.
My friend Becky is coming over today to say goodbye. So I guess it's time for the good-byes. I am not good at them. I have said goodbye to far too many people in my life over the past few years so goodbyes are hard for me. I don't have many people here in Fergus I will miss but there are a few. Becky, Kirk, and Hayley. But I just keep in mind that I am going to have a fresh start. I will meet new people and start a new life. I guess you have to sacrifice some things to move on to a better existence.
I am still very tired. I have been doing way too much. But with only 3 days left I just put my head down and get 'er done. There will be time for resting once I get to BC. Until then,... I just keep on pushing forward.
There is a big game today for Manchester United. But because it is a Europa League final I don't have the streaming site to watch it. I will have to follow pod-casts on Youtube. But it is something to look forward to today. I've had my shower and done the dishes and vacumned so I am all ready to relax and listen to the game later.
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