It's the middle of the night again and I can't sleep. My life just fell apart yesterday. No settlement if I go to BC but the plane is already booked.

I don't even care about the case anymore. What good is money. It won't be enough to sustain me. 

In two weeks I am homeless here in Ontario

I don't even want to go to BC anymore,....

I just want to die

My life is a fucking mess and I cna't sort it out

I just want to die now