After all housing DIDN'T do to help me - they want money?

 I wish I had never told housing I was leaving. They have sent email after email 'reminding me' of all I have to do. She also 'reminded me' that I still owe next months rent even though I will be long gone. The reason I am leaving housing is I can't afford it anymore. And they still want my money.

FUCK 'EM

I'm sorry but I lived a life of misery and hell in this building and when I needed Housings help - they were not available. If they had treated me well,... I would do what I am suppose to do. But after being treated like,.... a number,....fuck 'em.

I won't be doing ANYTHING they are making me do. Like drive to Guelph to give the keys, etc,... I dont have a car,...  they are so dmeanding now that I am leaving. But wouldn't lifty a finger to help the last 8 years of being bullied by TONYA HALLS.

So they wont be getting another red cent off of me. Or anything for that matter,... most people leave this building with the police or the ambulance or the norgue and never come back leaving theri places a disgusting mess. but from me - they want me to follow THEIR rules and regulations. 

Too late housing,... if you had helped me - I would have. But you threw me away and left me to fend off that woman by myself. You wouldnt' even b3eliev there was a problem

So I'm keeping my money.

Your not getting my forwarding address so fuck you. No morals,.. they treat you like shit and then expect you to comply with all their rules. The 'help' you offered me - came 4 weeks too late. They finally phoned last week - way too late. Ontario Housing is the shittiest organization I have ever had the misfortune to be a prisoner in.

Nope,... I seel and give away what I can and leave the rest,.... I am doing this completely on my own. NOT ONE PERSON has offered to help and I am exhausted. In pain and this is way too much for me right now.

I was in the bathromm throwing up most of the night. I think it was anxiety. I feel much better this morning but I do need help,... won't get any,... but I need it. I need someone with a car for a whole afternoon,.....

Life sucks when you are alone

I'm so tired right now and in pain all I want to do is sleep.

but I just discovered my suitcases are the wrong size and wont' be allowed on the plane. I have to now go out to walmart and HOPE they have some that are the right size. ANOTHER expense I wasn't expecting. I'm starting to panic a little over money as I am running out quickly. 

And housing wants my rent when I'm not even living there?????

I NEED THAT MONEY FAR MORE THAN THEY EVER WILL SO I AM TAKING IT ~ fuck 'em