I am safe. I am sitting alone in a motle room. I have food and my medicatins and all my devices so for the moment ~ I am ok. Tomorrow? Tomorrow is a fresh day and I will deal with tomorrow,... tomorrow. but for this very moment I am safe and grateful for it.
But I had to write ~ as best I can without glasses ~ as I can't even see what I am typing on the screen.
But I just had to type that whatever happened between me and D was between us. I need you all to know that she is still a good and kind woman. But she is troubled with a lot of stress and I needed peace and it wasn't in her home. Thats all I will say. Becasue aside from our disagreement - she is a good woman. And no mater what happens to me I will always be grateful to her for reaching out a hand - a home - when noone else did. So people sometimes can't be together as they are both troubled and need different things. But D is a great lady and i wish her well in her life. She deserves it.
As for me,... I can't see the remote so I am sat watching a marathon of Highway thru Hell. I can't change the channel so I just watched it. I tokk some edibles and feel calm. I needed calm. I needed some PEACE. And for the next few hours I have that. I am grateful.
Tomorrow I will find a way to get into Duncan or Nananimo to get glasses so I can read again. I am so blind right now. Thank god I took typing in high school waaaay back in the seventies and learned to type without looking at the keyboards and can type 120 words a minute. I just hope you all can read this and its' not a bunch of giberish.
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