bad news - I never seem to get what others get,..

I woke up to  my lawyer calling me. Not the best news. I am not allowed to talk about it on here but I have to talk about it. I am so disappointed. I got hit by a car. I lost the use of my right hand and arm and left with other problems. But becasue I am moving to BC,... my lawyer is trying toclear out the case and we have been offered ten thousand dollars. That is an insult tome. I lost the use of my arm and hand. And it would seem it is going to be PERMANANT. 

I dont understand the legal system. I think I just got screwed. Leaving Ontario should not have to end the case and end it with such a pittance. I am sorry I ever called a lawyer in the first place. A bunch of nonsense.

It's not just the legal system, It's Ontario. Ontario has pushed me out of surviving and this hindered the case. Being poor fucked me again. Ontario fucked me and I lost.

I am not happy at all about this. But theres not a damn thing I can do about it. So i have no choice but to just draw a line under it and move on. Look forward to what your getting. Dont look back at the case.

So i guess my life is now one handed. I have LOST THE USE OF MY RIGHT HAND and that got me a whole ten thousand dollars. Not fair,... not right,.... but what can I do? Nothing. So instead I am concentrating on getting the hell out of Ontario.

I hate Ontario right now. They threw me away and left me to rot. When I couldn't afford to live here they didn't care. Ontario HATES the disabled. And I am proof they don't give one shit about us. NOONE can live on their pittence of $1380 a month and I got sick of trying and only falling deeper and deeper into poverty. I was hungry!!!!!!

But leaving means I forfit the case. Life has just never  felt fair to me, I always seem to fall through the cracks and get nothing.

So roll on Vancouver. New start. Forget Ontario and just move on and make myself a good life. 

I hate you Ontario,...

I hate Doug Ford,...

I hate ODSP,....

I hate this province. 

9 more days and my new life begins and Ontario will be nothing but a bad memory.

I did not get good news but I can't let that affect me. I have to just move on.