Immigrants

Being raised a Christian has made me a person who believes everyone should have the same fair advantages that everyone esle does. Today I am talking about immigration. I am a fourth generation Irish immigrant. My family came to Canada in the 1800's and settled here ~ as immigrants. So I am all for immigration.

But today I have changed my mind about it. Because in the news over the past few months the whole world is having problems with the people of the middle east. Over the past 20 or 30 years, countries all over the world have been allowing these people to come to our countries to live. We gave them everything they needed. Homes,... money,... health care. Things I - as a Canadian born in Canada - don't even get. So already they are ahead of me just by immigrating into my country. 

This has not been a problem for years. infact with research I have learned that immigration can be a positive thing for a countries economy. But here is where the world lost. Unbeknownst to us,... these folk have had a plan all along that the rest of the world didn't see. The middle eastern people are actrually TERRORISTS and are now starting to take over the places they immigrated to. The UK is desperate right now. I don't know what you call these people. Muslims? Iranians? I am not aware enough to know. So i will just call them middle eastern people. 

In the UK (and in other places in Europe) right now,... these middle eastern folk are terrorizing innocent people in our communities. England has had machete and acid attacks with these immigrants. And Ireland is over run and their is cicil unrest now as the government wont' do anything about it and the Irish citizens are not rebelling. I am sure that Ireland is not the only country this is happening in.

At first I thought I am just being paranoid. But I started to really watch the news and then do some research of my own. And make no mistake ~ the middle eastern immigrants are planning to take over out countries. And right now,... our governmnets arent' taking this seriously enough. England just signed another deal to allow immigrants into their country for the next 8 years. This has outraged the english people. Becasue they have so much unrest as it is right now. 

I am no profit. Infact I am just a nobody. But being home alone leaves you with nothing but the tv to watch. And I have been following everything about the war and the middle eastern people. And what I see is truly terrifying. The English government are punishing the English for rioting and retaliating. And letting the middle eastern peopole kill innocent folk. And why is this happening? Because the British police and government are AFRAID to punish the immigrants. So they punish their own instead. The British people are ready to explode. Watch this space as there will be more trouble coming. 

We - the rest of the world - allowed these people in for years and years and years. Now,... they have what they want. Our country. And now they are going to riot and basically just be terrorists to get what they want. And our government is so afraid to say no - they let them take over. Now these people are having "protest" in our countries. A few days ago,... here in Ontario Canada,... these middle eastern people in a protest BURNED A CANADIAN FLAG! This tells me they don't like Canada,... they don't like the Canadians living in it,... and all they want is to push us out and take over.

I know this sounds bizarre. But think about it. How many immigrants are in your town? And do ANY of them follow the Canadian laws and rules and regulations. They don't. They think they can just carry on as if they were still in Iran or Iraq or the middle east. They still think it is ok to carry machetes and knives. They don't follow Canadian rules. And they don't care.

They have one agenda. To take over and make the world theirs.

As far as I am concerned they are a bunch of EVIL terrorists. And the world is being taken over by them. 

I never talk like this. I usually think everyone is equal and deserves to live wherever they want to live. but over the past year I have completely changed my mind. As in all cultures, it's not all of them,... it's some of them. But that 'some' of them is very dangerous and we should all be very wary of allowing them to take over. They are already in our governments trying to make changed for 'THEIR' people. NOT the Canadian people. And infact,... just yesterday 5 Indian diplomats were removed from not only their government positions,... but from Canada altogher. FINALLY,... soemone saw them for who they were. WHY were they deported these diplomats? It hasn't come out yet in the news but it is hinted that all 5 of these diplomats are corrupt and were involved in MURDER. 

So forgive me if I have no faith in our government. And that I feel like we are headed to a very bad world war three. I honestly feel like the middle eastern people are EVIL and they are coming after everyone on the planet to take over. Sounds like quite a conspiracy doesn't it? but lets just wait and see becasue I feel in my heart,... we ~ the whole world ~ has not seen what these terrorists can really do. The shit I read and see is horrific. As an example? In England a middle eastern man took a knife and cut a 7 year old CHILD. A stanger to him. THAT is just evil. And it is happening all over England. 

The world is immploding. It sounds crazy,... but it is. And I dont' want to be around when the middle eastern terrorists hit my town. I will be long gone. Dead and buried. But for the rest of the world,... God help you. Because there is a war coming that this world has yet to see. And unfortuantely I think the word "nuclear" has even been uttered.

So this is just another reason I want to end my life. I don't want to hang around and watch the world get taken over by a bunch of evil terrorists. So I just tak it on to my list of why I need to die. 

Living in pain and poverty and knowing your family thinks your a bad person is already unbearable. But to have nothing to do except watch the news and see the evil and destruction in our world right now ~ it's just so disheartening. I long for the 1970's,... when things were peaceful and I felt wanted and loved. But it's not the 1970's. 

No,... it's 2024. And I hate my life. This is not the world I signed up for. I'm already unwanted and invisable. I dont' need to watch a war that is so evil I can't bear to hear about it. These evil people rape and kill woman and children!!!! These people are ANIMALS and some day in the near future ~ they will have taken over and we will be UNDER their rule. Sounds crazy,... but just sit and think about it and you will see I am right. Other people see it too,... but our government is so pansy-ass they are too busy greasing each others palms with theri illegal deals,... they have dropped the ball on protecting and taking care of Canadians. And becasue of this,... CANADIANS ARE SUFFERING! I know because I am one of them. And i live BELOW the pverty line. 

This is not a life. This is an existence and it's only getting worse with each year that passes.

I am so clear in my decision to end my life. Unfortunately I am a coward who is finding it difficult to actually do the deed. But the want to be DEAD is very much there. I just need to find the courage to finally get the act done. And with each passing day - I get angrier and sicker (mentally) the urge to die gets so strong that I just know I will have a day where I lose my temper and just take that scalpel and fianlly - in a rage - I will finally slice my throat and DIE. 

How sad is life when all I want is to die? 

I wished I had never even been born.