RV Life is not for me and I am walking away. Taking a huge loss and walking away. I have had enough. 

I am so depressed and unhappy I can't go on.

So I am doing whatever it takes to die.

I cant eat,... I can't sleep. I am miserable because I know now there is no place for me on this planet.

I am not wanted

I am not loved

I am hated

I am a monster

I deserve to die