It's four o'clock in the morning. I couldn't sleep so I have given up trying and put the coffee on. I have a headache. I took my blood pressure. Very high. I should be calling 911. But I am not.
My life has not been good for years and years and years,....
I just hope I finally have a heart attack and die.
If I can't get health care,....
then lets hope tonight is the night that I finally have a heart attack and die.
I'm so tired of trying to get help.
I have never felt so invisable and unworthy and undeserving in my life,...
I guess I just wasn't worth saving,.....
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