I do it my way now ~ I asked for help and waited five years- noone came

I am so invisable to this world I can't even access MAiDs. I have tried everything but I am invisable to this world. They said they would send out an application 3 weeks ago. NO APPLICATION.

I have tried for 5 years to get MAiDs but noone takes me seriously. I am invisable. I have called every number given to me but every number failed me. Just said they couldn't help and gave me another number,.... I TRIED!!!!!

So forget MAiDs ~ If i dont'exist to them either then I take matters into my own hands and I do what I have to do to get pain relief.

FUCK YOU WORLD for letting me suffer alone. 

Not sure what more I could have done to get help. BUT EVRYONE failed me.

I'm done

I do it MY WAY NOW