Well, that's it. Everything is closed up now. I deactivated my Facebook account. I closed up both blogs to private. I don't want to be seen anymore. The world has made me invisable,... so now I really am.
But I can't tell you how lonely this feeling is. Knowing noone even knows your alive now. No family or friends and now no social media at all.
Alone
Completely alone
The damage caused to my mental health over the past five years has been horrible. I don't even feel like a human being anymore.
I am a HATED MONSTER and today marks the first day of me hiding from the world forever.
I hate people now - HATE
I just want to be left alone to die now
And today - my blood pressure was so high I thought that was going to happen today.
But i still can't get out to get my health card re-activated.
TRAPPED
I am trapped - inside my apartment and inside my life,...
I am trapped
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