I have lost my faith in humanity. Today is a perfect example of how Ontario Housing is more concerned for it's employees (whether they are right or wrong) than they care about their tenants.
I did something very simple that I never thought would come back to haunt me. One day a few weeks ago I tripped over one of the yellow floor signs that warns the floor has just been mopped and is wet. I called housing and asked them to not leave the yellow signs out as the maintenance guy leaves them there 24/7. They NEVER LEAVE OUR FLOOR. They sit there for 24 hours on a DRY floor until he returns the next day. He still doens't remove them,... he washed the floor and leaves them there for another 24 hours.
This may seem innocent but this building is full of old people - diabled people - with walkers and wheelchairs. And those of us in walkers,... can't always SEE the signs until we hit them with our walker. I did this as I had a load of stuff on my walker and couldn't see the floor infront of me. I hit it - fell - and then just called housing to ask if they wouldntn' do this anymore. i thought this was the end of it.
But after doing my laps I noticed NOTHING CHANGED. The yellow signs were still all over the building in the middle of the floor on DRY floors. Sitting there for 24 hours never removed. A HAZARD!!! So I just took the signs as I passed them and placed them in the stairwell up against the wall where they would be out of everyones way. I thought nothing of it except I may have prevented an accident.
Today we get a memo in our mailboxes asking for the person who "stole" the yellow signs to put them back. OMG,... here we go,...
So I called houising and left a message as that woman never answeres when she sees it's me calling. So I left a message explainging I moved them for safety reasons.
But we all know I will be reprimanded for this. I explained that the stairwells had not been cleaned in 5 months. I know as I spilled coffee in one of them between the 3rd and 4th floor on that landing. I spilled it on my birthday - September 7th. So when I do laps I noticed it never got cleaned up. ever. So after a while it became a game. See how long it stays there. IT IS STILL THERE nearly 5 months later. So this maintenencae guy never goes in the stairwells. So of course he wouldn't find the yellow signs I put in there. Instead of seeing the fault of the maintenence guy,.... they will blame it all on me. He won't be reprimanded at all - but I will probobly be given yet another eviction threat ~ or worse a real eviction.
There was no ill-intent here. just moving the signs for safety out of everyones way in the middle of the halls,.... that is all,....
But housing is going to blow this up way out of proportion and I will be reprimanded in some way shape or form.
And this is what I mean when I say i am afraid to even leave my unit. Becasue what I think is innocent ~ ends up hurting me.
I can't stay here. they are obvioulsy out to get me evicted. They didn't want me back and now that Brianne who insisted they take me back is no longer working for them - I think they just want me gone. They use there over the top rules and rtegulations to make that happen.
There is no positives in my life - only hardship.
I dont' want to be here anymore.
I actually hope I have a heart attack soon and die. My blood pressure is way too high and it is staying way too high - but no doctor and cant' even get to Service Ontario to get health coverage. And knowing I am completely alone and fending for myself has just left me ANGRY
I just hope to fucking die now as Ontario Housing is going to evict me in some way shape or form as they don't like me. Because I call them out on their bullshit. NEVER talk bad about Ontario housing or you WILL END UP HOMELESS. Thats where I'm heading I'm pretty sure after they get my call that I am the one who INNOCENTLY moved the signs for SAFETY reason.
I may as well start packing today,....
Noone seems to want me around. Maybe today I will have that heart attack and die. Finally leaving this world that seems to hate me.
DIE DIE DIE
It's the only way for me to find peace now
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