I have woken up not feeling well. Subtle symptoms but symptoms all the same. Low dull headache,... no energy at all. My blood pressure is extremely high this morning.
But I feel too weak to go to Service Canada today to renew my health card. So without healthcare coverage I refuse to call for help. I am not going to get stuck with a bill for thousands,... it isn't worth it to me. It's just easier to die of a heart attack.
And in light of this view,...
I feel like I am dying
So I have left a basket on top of my stove. It contains all my end of life care. There is noone to call so just call the crematorium. All the paperwork is there.
I dont' know what else to do,.....
If I can't get help,... then I should at least leave my end of life care instructions out for the cops to find.
I have left instructions for the cats as well.
I am dying and not one person on this planet gives a fuck
And I'm too weak to care anymore,.... just let me die now
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