I am dying ~ I am in the second stage of hypertension and I will be dead soon. I am not going on my vacation as I won't be alive. My blood pressure is so high now it is never low. I WILL have a stroke or a heart attack before I am able to enjoy my vacation on June 30th.
All my life I have been alone. I have had to deal with life and it's problems alone. But now I am tired and I can't do it anymore. I was hoping to get a holiday in but I know from these readings that I won't be alive when the time comes.
I do not have the energy to walk to Ontario Service. I don't have the eneergy becasue I am dying and can't walk there.
I am tired,... and now I just want to be left alone to die
When someone finds me,... I will have my end of life papers out with all my wishes.
Until then,... I guess I just suffer,...
FUCK YOU ONTARIO
FUCK YOU CANADA
FUCK YOU DOUG FORD
Because in the end I was just an invisable burden noone wanted to deal with.
So best I have this heart attack and just die
Then everyone will be happy they no longer have to deal witht the annoying woman who only wanted health care,...
I only wanted health care,....
But instead I was an invisable mentally ill monster noone wanted to know,... and died alone,... wondering why noone would help,....
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