I am dying

 

I goggled "My blood pressure is consistently around 192/113 every morning ~ am I dying"?

This was the answer:

A consistent blood pressure of 192/113 is considered "hypertensive crisis" or "severe hypertension" and is a serious medical situation that requires immediate attention. Readings of 180/120 or higher are considered a DANGER ZONE that, if left untreated, can lead to life-threatening issues, including stroke, heart attack, damage to your kidneys and heart and DEATH.

I am dying!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need help!!!!!!!!!

WHY wont anyone help me?????????

I need a fucking doctor and to renew my OHIP but I can't get help to do this,....

And knowing hundreds of people have read this and not one person has helped or even got in touch,..... proves,....

HELP IS NOT COMING ~ I am on my own

Knowing my family reads this and is ignoring it has left me just wanting to die. 

Get it  over with already. Obviously I'm  not getting medical help. I am invisable and unwanted and unloved.

I must be a fucking monster for noone to care I am actually DYING.

All I needed was help to get to Service Ontario but noone came,....

All I needed was a doctor ~ but even my local MP got annoyed at me even asking for help,.... do you really think when I reach out for help and get people being annoyed with me for asking??? Do you really think I'm ever going to ask for help again????? No,.... i'm tired of being made to look like a drama queen. I'm tired of making a fool out of myself asking for help on social media. People dont help,.... they judge you for 'ruining' their timeline with poverty and dying,.... again just an annoying person noone wants to hear about or deal with,....

This has told me all I need to know. I am a monster and noone is coming to help.

I am dying

I am dying

I am dying

But noone gives a shit