Jacquie Holyoak no longer exists ~ the world can rejoice

 I don't know exactly how this blog works. I want to write on here with noone reading it. I know on my other blog, even when set to Private,... subscribers still get a copy e-mailed to them. So i am using this blog in the hopes that not even subscribers can read this anymore. Becasue what I have learned over the past few years is that noone cares about you. They only want to read the gory details to entertain themselves. And in Tonya case - use it against you to humiliate you.

That is never going to happen again. I have closed down both blogs and deactivated my Facebook page. I still have a 'game' account open on Facebook but it isn't personal. It's just for game play. But yes,... Tonya found that account (it was under my maiden name of Morgan yet she still found it) and she abused that account too,... but I still play the game out of sheer boredom so would like to keep that open. But that is the absolute ONLY social media I have now.

I don't feel safe anymore. Too many of the wrong people have been abusing my blogs. So now I have decided to shut out the entire world completely. 

January 2026 marks my decision to leave the human race. Leave society,... no longer be a part of this world. Now,... I live alone,... as a recluse where noone can contact me anymore. I have my phone number and my email and that is all. NO MORE NASTY PEOPLE using my life to entertain themselves.

I am done with people,.... forever,....

January 2026 marks the beginning of my self reclusive lifestyle.

I have done so much soul searching due to all that has happened. And I can't find one positive. I have been so hurt I can't even face the world anymore. And so I won't.

No more Jacquie Holyoak ~ she no longer exists.

Now I live under the radar speaking with noone. I keep myself to myself. No longer do I want human contact anymore,.... as all it does it hurt.

I hate people.

I hate this community of Fergus Ontario

I hate that this country is allowing me to die when all I need is a doctor but can't get one,...

I hate that I am invisable and noone even cares if I breath,...

I hate life

I hate my life

I hate that I am invisable and going to die because noone can fucking see me,...

Today I have no family

Today I have no frineds

Today I am a hermit who hides from the world and ignores everyone.

I no longer speak to people

Jacquie Holyoak NO LONGER EXISTS!!!!!!!!

The world can rejoice

The mentally ill monster is gone,......