I just need to die now

 This is the result of me trying to put furniture together. I FAILED!

Nothing is going right. I had to order another (cheap) drawey unit. But when I was putting it together I put one side on up-side-down so I had to remove it to fix. But the screw is stripped and I cannot get it off. I have tried everything,... but after an hour I threw the damn thing out in the hall and have written it off as a loss,....

Jacquie the loser failed again,.... so stupid she can't even put furniture together right. $100 ~ WASTED!

I am so done being alone,....

I am so done having to do everything by myself whether I can or not,... 

I am so fucking done,.....

Still can't get out to get my OHIP re-activated,....

Can't get groceries,.....

My hands are still so mangled I can't put furniture together.

So I have taken a loss of the damn thing. I have no idea what to do with it as I can't just put it in the garbage room. Right now I am so angry it is still sitting outside my unit where I angrily threw it,...

I hate myself and my life and I can't fucking wait to DIE!!!!!!!!!

Being left on my own to cope is not working,...

I just need to die now