I don't understand people sometimes. I made a post on Facebook about poverty and how inhumane it is living on $1308.00 a month (ODSP). Some woman left a laughing emoji on that post. I just ignored it. But then I saw she had left nasty comments on comments I had left on the Fergus Facebook Community page. (again about poverty, ODSP, etc,...) So I looked into her. I have never heard of her,... I have never met her,.... but it seems she has been creeping me on the internet. One of the comments she left she would have not known unless she read this blog. She said something like " Thjis woman is a joke,... she thinks if she boycotts her doctor she is protesting,.." not those words but something to that effect to show me she would have had to creep my social media to learn that I said or did that. It's a little unsettling to me that a complete stranger has become so interested in my life that she is secretly snooping through my social media. WHY? I talk about poverty and the hope for change. She attacks me. Why? By the way,... I will not protect her,... her name is Harrison Judy from Fergus Ontario. I don't even know who she is,.... 

The internet is the only window to the outside world I have right now. For the past few months I have been isolating inside my apartment. I don't see anyone,... I don't talk to anyone,... my world are these four walls of my apartment. So the only outlet I have to the outside world is the internet. Facebook and this blog are my eyes and voice. It's the only way I have of telling my situation and hope to get help for it. IT HAS BROUGHT ME HELP in the past. When (other kind) people saw my situation some reached out to see how they could help. But not this woman,... I dont' know what I did to piss her off but she has taken a dislike to me and follows everything I do on the internet and then leaves nasty comments. It boggles my mind the out and out meaness of it. Why does anyone feel the need to be so negative and hurtful to someone they have never even met. Someone who is trying to make change ot the poverty that the disabled on ODSP live in. Why would anyone fight me on this? They should be joining me and together people make change. but when we fight each other nothing gets done. The government just laughs at us for fighting amounst ourselves. We should all be banding together and fighting as a cohesive unit. All of us against the government. But this woman has chosen instead to well,... "pick on me" (what else can you call it?) It's just juvenille instigating to start a fight. I say,... not interested and get a life and leave me alone. I blocked her (love that block button!) which will have deleted every nasty comment she left on any of my posts. problem solved,.... but it did leave me upset and unsettled. 

I missed the CBC radio interview from Matt Galloway this morning. It was to air at 8:30 but I got up too late. Now I am waiting for it to be listed in their "on demand" list so I can pull it up to listen to later. I heard the last 2 or 3 minutes though and they were using my name so I know they were talking about me and my situation. So now I have to wait until it's available to hear on their website. (CBC radio). Maybe this afternoon,....

I don't seem to be doing well today. Mentally I am just not doing well today,....