I have had a reprieve from the woman who used to live next door to me. She is the brain injury patient that was harassing me non-stop and making me literally ill with her intrusive behaviour. It got so bad that she was calling the police on me once a week telling them I was a spy and other nonsense. You and I and the police all knew it was nonsense,... but when a police call comes in they have to go out to it. So I was being harassed on a weekly basis until I finally lost it and put a sign on my door saying I won't answer if its the police with a complaint from Z***. I nearly got evicted for that sign on my door And guess why? Tonya Halls the gossip complained to housing that my sign was "upsetting" her. What!?? It had zero to do with her but she intigrated herself into the situation almost goetting me evicted. Housing wouldn't help me with Z***,... but they didn't mind trying to evict me because Tonya Halls was "upset" over the sign on my door. (Again,... what did it have to do with her???) This place boggles my mind. They cater to the gossips and troublemakers while ignoring the ones who need genuine help.

Anyway,... in the new year the police showed up and took Z*** away. I don't know where,... and I don't know why,... I just know she is gone and it has been heaven without her here. She had been knocking on my door in the middle of the night,... she was videotaping me the minute I walked out of my unit accusing me of being a spy,... calling the police on me,... it didn't stop. It was so bad at the end I was getting sick with the frustration of housing not helping me with her. They helped Tonya Halls because she was "upset" over a sign on my door,... but they ignored me and wouldn't even call me back over complaints over my next door neighbour Z***. I don't understand housings priorities. In the end,... it was TRAVERSE - not housing - who helped to get rid of her. But unfortunately,... her stuff is still in her unit so she is probobly coming back at some point. :(

Anyway,... I was talking about that as I wanted to say there is a new brain injury patient in the building now. He seemed nice. I said hello to him everyday. I noticed others giving him a wide berth as he does look different but I like to give people the benefit of the doubt. Unless you do something to me persoanally I have no qualms with you. I have sat in the gazebo with him a few times now. You know he isn't right but that doens't make him a bad person. So I treated him like I do everybody. But the last three times I had to sit in the gazebo with him he made me nervous. There are about 10 places to sit in our gazebo. Lots of room. But when I went in and sat down, he got up from the other side and came over and stood two inches from me. And just stood there. Not saying anything,... just in my persoanal space ~ standing. So I got up and moved over to another chair on the other side and he followed doing the same thing. I nervously giggled and said "is this a new game?" and he stared at me and then walked away. CREEPY! I didn't even bother telling housing as I know from experience they wont' even get back to me. But that was the third incident for me with him. He has also said some questionable (inappropriate) things to me as well. And all 3 times it was after dark. Now I am too afraid to go out to the gazebo at all. To even go out after dark now,... I don't feel safe here.

I cannot stay in this building anymore. The gossips have driven me inside my unit not wanting to come out for fear of the "little girl brigade' accusing me of something,... and having the police show up at my door yet again,... I can't sit outside anymore because of the people. The folks that live here are people living on the fringes of society. The mentally ill,... addicts,... alcoholics,... (yes,... I do know I am classified as one of these). The one thing that I have noticed about the people living here is they are very INTRUSIVE. They don't leave you alone,... I can't even hide in my unit without them still causing problems. I keep to myself,... yet they still manage to drag me onto the playground. Theres no escape. I am a private person. I don't do the coffee afernoons and the common room get-togethers because I found they are nothing but gossip fests. They all sit around and talk about others. Not my thing,... so I just avoid everyone and keep to myself. But you can't here. They seek you out and drag you into their garbage.

I will not stay here anymore. I have said it a hundred times before but it is 100% true. If I have to stay here,... I will end my life,.... end of. There is no question or doubt about this. My mind is made up. No one should have to put up with the shit you do in this building. If housing helped you it would be ok,... but its very much a "your on your own" attitude when it comes to other tenants. You can't fight LIES and gossips. You can't fight brain injury patients,... they are unpredictable and sometimes dangerous and I resent that I am forced to go out to tthe gazebo to smoke and feel unsafe. They dont allow you to smoke inside your unit,... but your not protected outside.

I DO NOT FEEL SAFE IN THIS BUILDING ANYMORE.

Please someone help me,... I need to get out of this building. But on $1308 a month? I may as well start digging my grave now,... death is just around the corner.

I REFUSE TO LIVE HERE HIDING AWAY INSIDE MY UNIT BECAUSE I DONT FEEL SAFE.