Can't deal with this pain one more day,....

I woke up this morning in pain. I opened my eyes and before I could even wake up I moved and pain shot through my body. It's like this every morning. Before I even wake up fully I have to deal with pain. I lay there quietly trying to wake up without  moving my body. Every move causes pain,... from lifting the covers off of me to just turning,... sitting up and getting out of bed. THAT is painful. Can you imagine feeling this pain every day of your life from the moment you open your eyes? I'm tired of it,.... I can't deal with this pain anymore,...

WHY can't I have someone here to help? I need help!!!! What I would give to have someone here for me,.... it would make all the difference in the world. It would make the difference between wanting to live and DYING,... and right now dying seems much more attractive. RELIEF

This pain is not going away. Infact since the accident it has doubled. I knew it would but no one would listen to me. I knew what I needed but no one would listen to me,... 

I am not dealing with this pain anymore with no reward for it. Just to face the grind and struggle of my life? Not worth it,....

I can't deal with this overwhelming PAIN anymore.

I can't even wash my face or brush my teeth now because it casues too much pain. I do it anyway as I HAVE too. There isnt' anyone here to help me with these things. I AM ALONE.

Please God,... I cannot deal with this PAIN one more day,..

I really really do need the relief of DEATH. 

Please make this PAIN go away,.....