Not sure what to do

I could start this blog off with my normal doom and gloom. Afterall this blog IS my dumping ground ~ my place to vomit and purge my negativity so I don't have to carry it around with me throughout the day. For the most part this works. But instead of diving into the negative I just want to say how much I enjoyed getting outside and being among the living again yesterday. I don't get to this very often so when I do, I really appreciate it. Just getting out yesterday has really rejuvenated me and breathed some life back into my soul.

But,... back to the blog,... It has been over a month since my accident. Everything seems to be healing up nicely except my hands. I have been having a lot pain and stiffness and still haven't been able to use them properly. I want to get them checked but I don't have a family doctor. I already went to the walk-in clinic last week but they said everything is fine. But I know it's NOT fine. I can't make a fist,... I can't completely open up my hands,.. I can't lay my hands flat down on the table as my broken finger still sticks up, i don't think it healed properly. Bottom line is,... I don't' have full use of my hands and it has become an issue. I thought they would be healed by now. But they are not. Not even close. But I don't know what to do. The walk-in didn't help so maybe I should go to the ER here In Fergus. That is where I was taken after the accident so they would have my details on file. But can you just go to emerge for this? ER is for EMERGENCIES. This is NOT an emergency. I just don't know where else to go??? But I'm afraid if I do nothing,... they will remain useless to me for the remainder of my life. THAT would be a problem. I can't even write. Even typing is difficult. I just don't know what to do,....