This is my anxiety and my OCD at work. When I get upset over something I can't get it out of my head. It plays over and over again. When I tried to go to sleep all I could think about was how Tonya is deliberately running around town talking about me trying to get information. SHE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY ACCIDENT. She's not a friend,... she wasn't involved,... so why has she made it her business? Just like the past 7 years,... she has deliberately insinuated herself into my life when she has no business being there. Its just very intrusive and stressful to have someone "out to prove to her insurance company that I am lying" (which is what word around the building is) She even bought a doorbell camera. Easier to tape me walking up and down the hall doing my laps. Apparently she is secretly video taping me so she can send it to her friends insurance company to PROVE to them I am faking my injuries. Gossip is one thing,... but THIS is sabotage and I'm sure illegal. I live in this building and I have the right to walk around without being secretly videotaped so she can sabotage my case. This building and the people in it are TOXIC. absolutely nasty toxic people. I have never met anyone in my life as lowlife and conniving as Tonya Halls. All so she can have drama in her life to thrive on,...
Well I don't want your drama. I feel better telling my lawyer about it all. But really,... what can they do? No one can really do anything. It's not against the law to be a gossipy bitch or video tape people in public places. It's immoral and nasty but not illegal. I'm hoping they send her some kind of warning to shut her up but being a busy law firm they will probably just leave it alone. Either way they had to know about Tonya Halls. But it's out of my hands now which is exactly what I want. I don't want anywhere near this woman's drama. She is actually dangerous to me right now as she can lie to her friends insurance company. What a lowlife scum,.... Just can't get over someone being so vindictive.
And it has definitely effected my health. I have completely lost my appetite. When I put food in my mouth it feels like it turns to sawdust and I can't get it down. I have lost 4 pounds since the accident. I am not sleeping,... I am not eating,... I am a big ball of anxiety right now.
I know the answer to my problems is to move. It's so simple. The woman is harassing me and wont stop even after 7 years,... so move! But I am not able to move. That choice is not available to people living on ODSP under the poverty line. So I am FORCED to live in this circus. So i am staying inside my apartment like a recluse and avoiding everyone. I am hoping that our of sight is out of mind to that woman and she will eventually get bored and leave me alone. But after 7 years of it - I'm pretty sure she thrives on the drama and is addicted to the chaos. SHE LIKES IT! I hate it. I just want her and her gossip and her nasty vindictive mind to disappear,..
But I am not going to let this woman sink me. Nope. I will fight back by doing NOTHING. Karma will do it for me I'm sure. Somewhere down the line Tonya Halls will pay for her gossip to me and every one else she slanders. Somewhere - sometime - she is going to get what she deserves. And I will be standing back watching and laughing,.. Because you can't harass people like she does forever and get away with it. It will eventually come back to haunt her.
Karma,.... I depend on Karma,....
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