Sunday, March 10, 2024

Living here I feel like I'm constantly under attack

I am still hiding away inside my apartment unit. I honestly don't feel safe going out. I feel like if I do someone will accuse me of something else and I will get yet another letter accusing me and threatening my housing. 

I have to get this off my chest,... Ontario Housing you should be ashamed of yourself.

I am being hounded by Tonya Halls and I left a letter saying I had basically fled my apartment because I no longer felt safe here. And just as I wrote in that past blog post, Housing did exactly as I predicted. They not only didn't care, but I heard absolutely NOTHING back,... so they just didn't care about my welfare living here,... but they instead sent a letter accusing me of throwing wax over the balcony.

I feel like I am being attacked by all angles and I am now trapped inside my unit afraid to come out. I have Tonya making lie after lie after lie that I can't prove she is lying about. But you know,... neighbors I get,... they are just lowlife scum that I expect that behavior from. But Ontario Housing has been nothing but UNHELPFUL when I needed them. Not even unhelpful,... more non-existent! And now,.. they have proven they don't give ONE SHIT about their tenants. 

But here's where it's dangerous to me. When housing gets a complaint about someone. They do not contact the person being accused to ask about it. They just JUDGE you are guilty and they send you a letter telling you to stop or you will lose you housing. Most often,... I didn't do what I was being accused of. But by the time I get the letter,... it's all done. I am not allowed to speak up for myself. I am just TOLD I DID IT and then it's on my record and I can't even fight it. Housing is GOD. What they say is the ultimate truth and we just have to deal with the consequences and in my case that is my housing. They use the threat of losing my home to get me to shut up. 

Tonya knows this is how the system works. She knows I don't have to actually DO the crime. She knows all she has to do is lie and Ontario Housing will just automatically believe her and send me a letter telling me to stop. In the whole process NOT ONCE do I even get contacted or allowed to speak. NOT ONCE. Tonya said it ~ so it's true ~ and a done deal and I am automatically guilty. The court of Tonya Halls has spoken and Ontario Housing listened and punished. I didn't even know it was going on until I get a letter,... How is that a just system??????

I heard Tonya Say while she was standing in the lobby and I was coming down in the elevator. (She didn't realize I was in the elevator and therefore could hear her.) But she said,.. and I quote.... "I have been here longer than she has and I will get her evicted cuz I ain't leaving,..."   Does this not sum up what she is doing? She is doing anything she can to get me evicted,.... 

So Tonya knows all she has to do is make complaint after complaint after complaint about me ~ NONE OF THEM TRUE ~ and Ontario Housing caters to her and I get into trouble and a report is written on me. Every single time! Remember,... I haven't even left my apartment at this point. And yet all this has been DONE TO ME and there isn't anything I can do about it. It's the system. and Tonya knows it well and plays it like a fiddle. And now Ontario Housing has 7 years of complaints from Tonya about me in their files. NONE OF THEM TRUE but how do you fight a system like this??? You can't. 

And that is why I need to get the hell out of this building and out from under the iron thumb of Ontario Housing. They seem to be able to just tell you you did something and it's true and on your record and it can NEVER be taken off. It is not only NOT FAIR but I can't believe that it is legal and they can get away with it. 

I have been accused of so much in this apartment building that I have never even done. NEVER even done. But just because some cunt down the hall doesn't like me ~ I have a record as long as your arm in living here in Ontario Housing. I have never had a problem with people where I lived in any other place I have lived. I got along with everyone and anyone. But HERE,... this place is TOXIC. The people are nasty. They have FUN breaking people down,... to the point they no longer wish to live here. They think it's a game to cause drama for others,... I've never come across people like this until I moved into Ontario Housing. 

And Ontario Housing themselves are worse than the tenants. Anyone who can accuse,... judge,... give a trial without me there,... and then hand down a punishment without me even being there or ASKED about the event??? That's BULLYING. Ontario Housing has BULLIED me ever since I moved in. You just have to read my blog to see how. I have never received help for things asked for and I have been wrongly accused numerous times of things and they just get away with it because they are Ontario Housing and part of the government and therefore you can't fight them....

So again I say here is my problem. I have to get out of this building and out from under the thumb of Ontario Housing. 

Right now they are playing right into the hands of Tonya Halls and believing everything she has told them and you watch,... I will end up getting an eviction notice. THIS is why I am saying this woman is dangerous to me. Every LIE (complaint) she puts into housing gets added on to my "record" and now I look like the biggest trouble maker in the building. Again I remind folk,... I RARELY, rarely leave my apartment unit so how can I be doing all of these things?

I feel like I am being attacked by all angles. And NO ONE is looking out for me or standing up for me and I am going to end up losing my home because of it.

THIS is poverty. And now can you see why I would chose DEATH over this nonsense of people being able to accuse you of anything and everything and without even talking to me - I have been judged and tried and punished,.... 

I DID NOT DO THESE THINGS and yet here I am at 60 years old having to fight stupid accusations just to defend my character. 

I need out of this building and if I have to end my life to do it ~ I will. because anything is better than living under this fear and the HATE campaign I have had to live with from Tonya Halls. 

Do you hear this Ontario Housing??? Living under you I would rather end my life and DIE than put up with you telling me I did things I didn't do,....

integrity means something but yo don't' get that. i would rather DIE than have you accuse me of things I don't' do,.... because truth means something to me. But apparently I am the only one who respects and believes in the truth,....

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