The police were here. They didn't stay long. I know exactly what to say now. And within 5 minutes they were gone.

I had a thereapy appointment this morning that didn't go well. I don't know why I have them in the first place as they don't help my situation. When the appointment started I honestly didn't know what to say. There is nothing new. It has all been said before. Over and over again. So this morning when we started I had nothing to say. So I told her I didn't need her services anymore. She asked how I was and I told her the brutal truth. I just want to be dead.

Becasue she sent the police that is the end of that. No more therapy. Infact,... i left a message with my lawyer I won't be needing them either. now they are just causing me problems not help.

So that is that,... no more lawyer. And I am ANGRY! That yet again they sent POLICE as help.

FUCK YOU ALL!

Go ahead and blame poverty and this social mess on me being mental. So of course the only answer is throw me in Homewood. 

NEVER!

So fuck you all,.... I'm done.