I just got an email from my old neighbour saying 

I am dismayed that you are talking about dying when a call to the Minister would solve your problem, unless I am missing information".

And I am dismayed that NOONE FUCKING GETS IT!!!

It's everything,.... it's no car and being stuck watchint tv all day,.... it's no health care,... 

I am not justifying my actions. Unless you have walked in my shoes then you have no idea what I am going through. 

I'm glad your life is so good you can't contemplate suffering but I am suffering and just want to die. if you dont get that then keep your fucking opinion to yourself.

spoken like a true person with money and a a car and doesn't have to walk anywhere or ask anyone for anythig=ng. When you have to ask people for everytthing you do and still can't understand me then by all means call me on it. But from someone who has what i need and judges me for complaining FUCK YOU