I have been itching to tell my neighbour Anne what I think of her tattling on me to housing. But I didn't. Because unlike them,... I don't like antagonizing people and causing trouble for them. I get no reward or benefit from being a tattletale. But Tonya,... QUEEN of tattletales,... has now taken Anne under her wing. And now Anne is her little bitch. Now Anne tattles on me too. (remember my treatening eviction letter a few weeks ago? It was because of Anne and Tonya).

But I let it go for week. But two days ago Tonya came out into the hall when I was out there looking out the window waiting for the Amazon driver. I just could not hold back and I shouted at her that she is a low-life scummy cunt for what she did. Using my mental health blog as a gossip rag to tattle to housing to get me evicted. So below the belt,... so low life scum,... and I told her. I don't usually,... but I wanted her to know that I KNEW IT WAS HER.

And then I have just let it go. I can't worry about the next time she tattles,...I have zero control over that. But I can tell her that I know she is the one who tattled like a 12 year old little girl. She didn't even look at me. She ran to the garbage room. But she heard.

And then today I was walking down the hall on my floor when I saw Anne was doing her laps. Now I had no intention of saying anything to Anne. Shes 89 and looks so frail. (Who would have thought she could turn so nasty??) So I put my head down and looked at the floor as I passed by. It was her fault that she choose to smile at me and ask me how I was doing? If she hadn't said anything I wouldn't have either. But since she was pulling the two faced gossip on me I let her have it. I told her I knew they tattled on me and I didn't appreciate that very much. I looked her in the eye and said "Anne I have never done anything to you,... so why would you tattle on me like that and then smile to my face the next day?" I told her that the punsihment for smoking in my unit is EVICTION. Is that what she wished for me? and when she said no,... I asked,... well what did you think was going to happen if housing thought I smoked in my unit?" She said she didn't know. So I told her. EVICTION. She turned whiter than a sheet and I walked away. As I was walking I shouted "I expected that from Tonya,... but YOU Anne? You really disappointed me by smiling to my face and then nearly getting me evicted by tattling behind my back" school girl games,.... you should be ashamed of yourself

I am so sick of these gossipy little girls on my floor. I keep myself to myself but they still continue to cause me trouble. They will eventually get me evicted. But theres nothing I can do. It's them against me and housing sides with them.  For the life of me,.. I don't understand people who get enjoyment out of trying to make someone HOMELESS. That really is diabolical. 

So now I sit here feeling good for getting that off of my chest to Anne. It's bad enough being a tattle tale but to then smile at my face and pretend is just really shallow.

I need out of this building even more now. 

I walked to the bank today. The weather was better and the snow melted enough I could get my walker on the paths. So I walked all the way downtown to the bank and took out another bunch of cash for my 'vacation' fund. I now have enough that I would be ok to go now. But I want to wait until I have more so I can ENJOY my vacation by not having to scrimp and save all the time. I want to eat REAL FOOD. So I think one more month and then I'll enough to book the hotel and plane.

BC ~ here I come,...

I am not living in this building with a bunch of two faced gossips who think it's a fun game to tattle on everyone. I HATE it here and I refuse to stay. I move - or I die. 

And as we all know I don't have enough for rent anywhere in Canada so,.... death.

But I don't care anymore. I'm looking forward to it now. Now that I know an end is in sight and I don't have to put up with the shit in this building soon,... I feel better. 

Knowing peace is coming gives me the strength to wait one more month.

And then,... BC,... vacation,... fentanyl,... peace.