So I am sitting here in tears - desperate ready to take a knife and cut my arm off.

It is getting worse. I can't feel it at all now. I get no relief. I can't sleep. I cna't get comfortable.

I NEED FUCKING HELP

I am on the computer trying to find help. It's nearly midnight and I can't take one more night of this pain and numbness and tingling.

I can't take it one more night

But I don't know what to do. WHO do I call. I can't call 911 for an issue I have3 had for a year. 

I dont' have a doctor

I can't get into the wlak in

so what the fuck am i suppose to do!!!

I am sitting here with a knife and I jsut want to die

noone cna help me

I have nowhere to get relief\

I can't take this one more night

I need to cut my fucking arm off so I can finally feel it

I am going MAD with this 

I need ghlep

OI need help

I need hoep

I just wan tott cut off this fucking arm and die