Well I won't be able to write this one on my other blog so here goes truth,...

I don't want to be here anymore. I just want to end my life. But I don't know how. I have tried and failed in the past and this one CANNOT BE A FAIL ~ It has to be my end.

I've been having trouble with people in my building. That's no secret. I've been writing how frustrated they have made me over the past year. Well it seems when I told a neighbour to put on her mask,.... for the millionth time so I can walk by her she didn't. So I said "Fine, It's an $880.00 ~ just saying". Well an hour later the police are here. I was 'name-calling'    O M FUCKING God! You have got to be kidding me. She called the police over name calling??????? 

So, It would seem that these neighbours have declared war on me. 

I have to live here. I hate it here now. But there is no where else to go. I am on the bottom rung of the ladder. I am stuck here. And I cannot even afford HERE so the next rung is homeless. 

I HATE MY LIFE AND I WANT TO DIE! If anyone out there can help me with that,.... please get in touch,.... because I just really need to be gone.