The weather outside is absolutely gorgeous but I can't seem to get myself outside to enjoy it. I've been inside all day with the curtains drawn.
I was suppose to go out tonight but cancelled because I'm just feeling so,... I don't even know,... anxious, sad, worthless,... I just don't feel comfortable in my own skin at all. I don't want to "be" anymore. But i just can't get my shit together to fix it.
I definitely feel like a failure tonight. :-(